Decided to stop by
and well…my home is no longer mine. my stuff is gone and my bed isnt mine anymore. i feel like crying badly :(
Sometimes I Sit and Wonder
If there was ever a moment inw hich a girl fell madly in love with me at first sight or whatever. Ive chased a few hearts with pretty crummy endings and well I just wonder. Im always the one who is chasing shadows or ideologies that seem plausible, and its never someone else taking initiative to get to know me or do the creative/cheesy yet dope thinkgs i tend to do to get some acknowledgement as...
Have pushed my homework around all weekend. Bike trips, bowls of Blue Dream, taco bell and work. Hanging with my cousins and just feeling pretty ok. I need some water. I’m thirsty, and im tired. Had a store meeting and I found out, Que no estoy en nada. Well I’ve been bummed about one thing for sure… They fired Jim from Millworks two days ago and today some new cashier was going...
So im moving to hollywood.
Tonight. Longer drives to school, more bike rides with my cousin Kevin, eating at vegan spots in silverlake with my cousin Debbie and longer ride to work. overall i wont complain…. :/
isnt killing me or anything but the procrastination is. I type a few lines and resort to jumping on tumblr to write about how im procrastinating haha, but still i write a few more lines and boom the song on pandora sucks and doesnt relate to the overall flow of songs in the playlist so i give it a thumbs down. then i type another sentence and what to i do… thumbs up the next song for being...
she Liked mah STATUS! hahaha
me: I could of started on the essay two, maybe three, hours ago but i decided to carelessly kill time by packing some of my stuff, looking at my work schedule, contemplating wether or not to go out and put gas in my car so i wouldnt have to wake up earlier in the morning (and could sleep an extra 30 min) but yeah.. procrastination has been my only friend thiese past few days ha ha
Mildred : i hate when i get into this rut. i haven't gotten any work done either :/
Me: Homework session over coffee?
Mil; you know we are just going to end up talking about polar bears or something of that sort : p
Me: haha! still, we never went on that bike ride :/ and i'd rather talk about polar bears invading poland using klondike bars as bullets with ya any day
Mil: we'll go on that bike ride on of these days...i'm always oh so tired lately :/
Me: its because you've been ill and stressed. i say polar bear gossip and coffee will do you good ;P
im so slick sometimes haha.
The Harry Potter marathon I have neglected my homework all day today. I shouldnt of waited till the clock struck 3am to begin work on the reading and essay. I had all weekend to read the three 15-18 paged articles and decide on which one to discuss. I basically chose the article with the shortest length that dealt with Police and tasers but here i am, its now 5am, im done reading and highlighting...
so my moving date is coming closer and closer
Holywood shouldnt be that bad, i mean ima be hanging out with my cousins, biking everywhere with em and meet new friends and what not but still. i want to be with my sisters and family. I spent all day today with my sisters watching the harrypotter marathon and we got some dank turtle blasts, and rented the potter movies they dont show on tv yet. ima miss my moms and pops and hell commuting to...
To Hollywood :( i know the place is awesome but i dont want to leave my parents… theyre moving to south gate and my aunts are gonna live in our house and pay rent to us… i want to stay on 93rd.. it is settling in now.. i want to cry but choose to only cry on my way to work because i dont want my mom to see that its taking a toll on me. i dont want to see pops cry again.. he doesnt want...
Power, Corruption and Lies, Thats the power of The...
FUCK HOME DEPOT! yeah i know i love my job but ive been finding out alot of real corporate shit that goes down with that place. Alright ima gonna rant for a bit so if youre actually taking the time to read it so just well whatever. So two weeks ago the store was walked by a secret shopper, a secret shopper is a CEO of the company or a very elite rep of the company and well they walked the store....
I just need to stop.
being that guy people count on. being the guy they expect me to be or being the guy that is always willing to hang out because he’s so lonely. Im so fucking lonely. I need to stop searching for happiness because the only happiness i have is spending my days working for money and spending my time in my room on tumblr. its a sad form of happiness but i dont even care anymore. Love i dont need...