i have always been aware
that there are minor then major delays between texts but the delay after i told you i missed you was killing me. why, well i figured shit i should of just kept that as a thought and not of sent it. but then you said you missed me so i felt good hah
Hi, and welcome back to another episode of ‘Télévision Educative.’ Tonight, I’ll...– Stephane (The Science of Sleep)
There i go again
have i not learned my lesson? *Ernie Stop thinking that every little idiotiic thing a person says or does or feels, has outrageous, cataclysmic and symbolic meaning to your shitty existance. *Okay. but still i like to dream, and wonder and well yeah not really it does tend to get me bummed out when i know the whole celestial feel is nothing but mere coincidence in this corporeal world we live. but...
"Where was i when you were 18" -mil
seriously! Why couldnt of you been born in 92 or why couldnt i of been born as an 80’s kid. the gap is not major but man. i had a weird day today. i went to sleep at 4am today so i ended up waking up at 3pm. 3PM!! lol well not entirely true, i woke up at 10 because i dreamt that i was on a date walking a grocery store buying stuff with either one of people ive saught; Li. Mi. Ma. and well i...
go for broke?
when jim said this i asked myself does he mean broke back mountain i.e. mil, because well yeah. but nope he said go broke as a poker or one of those gambling game terms. all or nothing and he wasnt referring to mil but to she. Gotta go for broke, but i dont want to go in for broke i mean i do but i dont and if i do i want to come out a winner. not left in a zone of awkwardness and discomfort when...
monday was pretty alright
worked on my fixie all morning, taking it apart and getting new parts for it etc, as well as sanding the black paint off, im gonna get a leader frame eventually but meh i figured i’d paint the frame i have with colores i tend to like alot i,e, burgundy and i got gold for the fork simply because gold is dope. i went to 33rd los angeles graffiti shop for the montana spray cans with jim and...
i should sleep.
a bit off beat, tired frm closing The Home Depot but i got overtime so thats cool, gotta get used to long shifts. on a brighter note, went to the shop today and had a pretty dope time just hanging out with the people there. Im gonna simply mellow out with some clash or idk maybe some office or tumblr, or build a deck but yeah. semi busy day tommorow, no work so im gonna spend my day taking my bike...
Hung out with Edgar
its only for a cool minute but it was pretty dope. Talked life and where life would take us. then we talked about yugioh and weed and his “wife” and my non existing love life and how i want a chasing amy kind of gal and the gal ive always wanted. point being fire og is widdit :) and i got him a lemon splur because i lagged it last time due to work.
if You Rescue Me (Chanson Des Chats) ♥ ...
I guess i wont be going to LB this spring… too expensive now…this has really saddened my year
Chinese Food Joint :D
so i went to a local Chinese place nearby to buy steamed rice and whatever vegetables they had and i had a pretty dope convo with the girl selling me the food, we talked abut how she had a vegan friend neat places in silver lake that had vegan menus etc and well lets just say ima be visiting that Chinese food place more often :) it was pretty cool, i asked for the clishe rice and chow mein...
so im watching the office at 4am again and
lack of sleep is getting to me so i devised a formula. (Bummed state + the subtle humor of The Office) / 3:55am - Sleep = paranoia due to cold temperature. im no mathematician but im freakin cold. and why paranoia, well idk random dog barking and yell a few blocks from home spooked me out
-Ramona L. Anderson
“ People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within.
AVID Reunion was pretty successful. people flaked but it was last minute kind of but the food was great, legit veggie friendly place. Lentil soup was delish. Hanging out with liz was cool, the ride there and back :) Treated her to baskin robbins and now im wired on the turtle blast… that means, another endless night of The Office episodes :D and Water For Elephants.
Gloomy feel :/
The Zombies in the air, getting ready for the AVID dinner, having difficulty finding what facade to put on.
Everyone, and friends and family Saying, “Hey! Get a job!”...
thought about it as i rode home
and then it seemed all too real, sushi on Wednesday with trips down Vernon, munch healthy greens and no smoking trees because she doesnt dig that. movies at old theatres and maybe catch some plays. bike rides, beach fun or amoebas to buy posters. downhill riding, san fran subways. idk all this thinking about us and them, them and us, we she me idk… bums me out. for the smiple fact that,...
Coldplay's new album
is dope :D thank you liz :”) #swagg
and then it hit
I won’t be able to enjoy all my face carnivorous means anymore… But being begitarian shall be cool. Bike more, eat healthy and staying optimistic as well as creative with food dishes should makefir a brand new Ernie.