At five minutes from suicide
i biked it to the park…forget work forget friends forget everything…the park is wet, cold, damp but it brings such a odd atmosphere..
the trip on cloud nine has ended…. snapping back to reality…work and isolated nights filled with watching idiotic videos on youtube, and bitching at life and what its worth
At 5ive minutes from suicide
i biked it to the park.
Iron and Wine to make me visualize whats really wrong with me.. life has its small moments when it seems to be going in your favor but then you realize that shits messed up at times and its those little things im looking foward to wether if its the shower water being just right from the first time you put it on or when a song you havent heard for a while suddenly pops out on your car radio or idk...
I know Oscar
said i would legitly be addicted if i bought my own pack but now i just want one… life hit me hard today..well tonight. after work was chill, sped off the parking lot at 11 because i closed and then bumped some chill music and got home and well now i just want out… fuck the world and fuck you kinda mindset.. mostly the fuck the world, you guys havent done anything..i find it funny how...
The 96% of the people who read this will not have the guts to reblog this. When Goku died in the explosion with Cell, he thought of both you and me. If you are part of that 4% that doesn’t feel ashamed to love Goku, Reblog this. Thank you Goku. I as well lifted up my arms when you asked for energy.
Got all the Black
B****** mad cos my main B**** vanilla :”) lol she laughed haha
pretty swell night
Danny picked me up and we left to go to the home depot to wait for Steve to get out at 10:30, so we killed time just hassling our coworkers and smoked some stogies.. never really smoked cigs but hey i smoked two today ad i blame Oscar ( coworker from garden) because he gave me one Thursday and two today haha. and i am not addicted until i actually purchase a pack so yeah lol.. then we left to eat...
heading to work,
i close the store but i get to see her :) so that evens it out :D goodbye for now tumblr folk, have a good day and or night
misses me… i knew it all along! :P not really but yeah reading that she did made my mind spazm
Parking violation :( but at least the officer said i was real chill about it haha just because i said thank you alot after he answered my wquestions and said to have a nice day legitly because work is hard haha oh well, gotta pay up
When you have swag you live by certain rules, you know, one rule i have is i only sit on things that are purple. I can only go to like two movie theatres.
i feel like
taking my phones notes and putting them here.. just becase i can add images and songs to what they mean to me…
today was the equivalence of opening up your cellphone and scrolling through your contacts and realizing that there is no one on that list who wants to talk to you nor gives two f**** about ya but on the other hand my two dogs got Neutered :/ all i hear is wimpering outside. heading out for a few.wish i was at work, i like coming home to sharpied on skus on my hand.
It all happened
so fast, the tension and desire to hold hands broken after Mufasa died, :) and now i have to remember the date:D 916 :O :D a more in depth synopsis after work :( soooo tired, git hime no more than 3 hour ago and i only slept 1 hour :( but last night was really great :D beyond great even
jazzyjoyce: Gettin it - Too Short
so im going on my date in a few hours
things are looking chill with Icxia :) we hung out all day yesterday, went to look at fixies, bought her some Seattles best coffe then picked up my sis, rode bikes at ted wattkins.. ate food and she didnt go home till 11pm :) hanging out with someone new is cool :) now to shower get ready and turn my swag levels on maximum and lmao i just said maximum swag really lol.. but yeah hit up the Grove...
itsashnicole: “you’re gonna go over there and you’re gonna smile.” “not like that.” i hope this doesnt happen friday :o
With Liz ;)
were just at wing stop swaggin out you know at wing atop
you know when youre online
on facebook and then that little box on the bottom left corner appears and tells you something someone posted or whatever, well idk where i was going with this but busy busy day tomorrow! waking up earlier and going to class! then lunch and then work! and then shopping for a cool minute before first aid and more….
so im in a dilemma
i dont know what to wear haha
And i was thinking
to myself, this could be heaven or this could be hell
bought me In-N-Out for lunch today after work :) she didnt want to take my money and i felt bad but hungry and now im creating a master plot to get my money into her purse or person but purse before person. hmmm i think i’ll ask my coworkers for ideas, unless you ppl have any. Btw i work at home depot, garden department :D
i have made some observations
what about, well the current dilemma im in and how it isn’t really affecting me but well kinda is but it shouldn’t. just keep swimming Ernie.
Reblog if you'll answer anything that gets put in...
go out yeah ;)
Life has handed me my share of lemons once before
and i was recollecting the thoughts that they brought forth. I have what i like to call my own version of Dante’s Inferno. It serves as a reminder of what could of been and what is and what will or might be. its my own journey divided intow three chapters, Inferno, purgatorio and paradiso. Inferno would be summer school and my desire to seek advancing in credit just for kicks and what ensued...
Beck - Everybody gotta learn sometimes and...
summer is over yet again but the feelings are there, autumn was great but i guess i didnt learn toms lesson of fate. and winter is around the corner… i wish it were summer.
today was actually
not bad.. not bad at all. :)…… <—— that was for the last post i put up, i started on my desktop then closed the tab and got on tumblr with my phone, anyway today wasnt that bad either. I went to school, got there on time, parking was a hassle but good in the end. Went to my first class and stayed there for two hours :( well before i got there i decided to wear my orange...