today was actually pretty good
Woke up on time. Saw Liz ;) Gave her a ride to school and my car broke down but it was a fun adventure. Got my class and met ppl. Went to LB with Diana and got everything settled hung out with old buddies and dueled a bit left to work after and got rescheduled and saw ixia and she thought Diana was my gf and was jealous lol well acted odd. The went to class and got home to shower and watch...
the wedding singer then im off to sleep. school in the A.M.
so i got a Bravo award at work today
nothing big, just recognition from co workers and it felt great! i helped Steph out alot today and she told me to check the wall after work and she left me one :D and i might be her Halloween partner haha we get to dress up for halloween and she’s gonna be pocahontas and ima be the racoon lol or a possum just because there is a possum living in a garden pot on the top aisles lol and i got a...
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On my way to the Greek Theatre
To watch Atmosphere play. Wish i had someone to share this with… life can suck but it has its days..
Atmosphere - My Notes As long as I can hit my...
Pizza Planet truck
thatsmybieber: Toy Story: Toy Story 2: Toy Story 3: Bugs Life: Monsters Inc: Finding Nemo: Cars: Ratatouille: WALL-E: UP: Whoa. o_o Had to reblog this. What a mindfck, lol. WHOOOAA
where have you been?
havent seen you in a while..well not really but i havent actually well…i just miss you…i want to be your favorite color
watching the office
and alot of it relates….season 5 is great hahah
And for some reason
its always the little things that get me back on my feet. Today went pretty cool, and tomorrow should be as well. Atmosphere this friday and OFWGKTA the 29th of sept and a reptile convention in anehiem sept 3-4. things are goind pretty good… also school starts this monday. I kinda feel like finaly going out with someone… was debating and thinking i shouldnt just becaue i felt like...
:( i didnt want this feeling to come back but it did :( that shitty feeling that feeling that well… it doesnt matter its settled. Fuck!..and i was doing good being content and stuff.. t hit me like a ton of bricks to the head… why…..why why? :( dammit man…! lone ride awaits tonight… depressing music check, self.. check, bike check..
Just got home
I closed the store and it wasn’t as cool as last time. Ben was manager today and he’s all by the books, David closed with me so that was cool, Mildred left early so we didnt race after closing to see who reaches the stop sign first and Derek left early, we had our fifteen minute break part two lol and Ross was cool as always haha. they played good music on the over-com today and i hate...
today was kind of weird at church... but a good...
i was running late so i decided to bike there O.o weird, if im already running late i should of tooken the car but i decided to bike, the excersice is good and as i rode i passed a random street carnival with all the trimmings and my bike was eye candy to all and that frightened me. lol well i got to church then it ended soon after and the kids were amazed at my bike, asked numerous questions and...
im the real new guy since out of the small group of friends i have, none of them have a facebook haha! not derek, not andres, not donnie (but he’s way old) not ross not steph and not mildred lol how did i find out, well i said i had one when they asked and they al gave me that look like seriously guy? and gave me a lecture as to why its bad etc ect and i agree to most of what they said but i...
work work work
i enjoy it every time i go, just wish i could go to the avid reunion thing :/ im not the heart of avid or whatever but feels good hanging out with them.. i miss half of them..
Things could be better
but im not asking for perfection…the ruts in life are what make us strive for better and make us improve in areas that need improving. I hung out with friends today, and helped a good friend today as well, and although she didn’t want me to at first, due to my health, i still did and will help later on in a few hours and Elizabeth (feels weird calling you Elizabeth, im used to Liz), if...
i haven’t been taking my medicine for the past few months… doctor said i should take it for at least a year and i haven’t followed his direction.. when i take the medicine, my joints hurt like hell, my knees, arms wrists, and well im always active. with work, gym and soccer let alone bike rides that require me to use alot of my joints and well i figured, exercise should help me...
"life love stress and setbacks"
when life gives you lemons you paint that shit gold
discussed some stuff wit parents and sisters…. left me dazed and dazed some more…more about it later today. why am i posting this right now well i forgot to turn of the desktop and the page was open hah
that i am going nowhere in life hit me today and it kinda singed a spot in my head:/ i still have my life plan… made me second guess options and desires.. i shouldnt feel as if im the scum of the earth or worthless.. i have a job and many dont.. i have a home and many dont, i have food, clean water, a car, bike, few friends, dogs, lizards and fish and most importantly parents and sisters. i...
bought atmoshpere’s old cd, made a copy, and im gonna put it on my stereo and ride around to find something to do now :) had a nice lunch in san pedro with parents, and sisters and neices. now i need to do something alone or with anyone
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I closed today
and it was cool! made alot of sales today with hoses, pesticides soil pots and tons of machinery and grills. people were coming in left and right but at a smooth pace. We left at 11 but i worked for a longtime yet all was good. We got a shoutout from the boss and people were like dayum look at you mr new guy getting all these sales haha :D
15 minute break
Derek: Flooring department associate who is a good buddy now
Ernie: yours truly
D : you on your break?
E: yup im heading to the break room
D: just do it
E: i mean what if she says no!? and then im like oh.. okay sorry for bugging ya, i mean that would suck! that would be like a thousand jellyfish tentacles being thrown at my face!
D haha your odd man but dude its either you get a yes or a no, a yes would make you happy right but a no is simply a no. nothing more nothing less.
E: you dont understand dude
D: i do, youre overthinking things man, you guys arent dating i assume and you must like her for you to actually be all jittery as hell for a simple question.
D: questions dont destroy anything they create
D: cant explain i mean well think about it you ask a question you get answers thus creating knowledge and if you dont get an answer they create infinite possibilities.
E: hahah youre right but i dont know how that applies here.
D: all you have to do is ask, nothing more nothing less, if you get a yes kudo if you get a no then so be it nothing happens, youre on the same boat you were before you asked right??
D: dude just trust me im way older than you by like three or four years, how old are you?
D: and you gottta just take the initiative, dont let the planets align because then its gonna be pointless
D: i dont even know why we're even discussing this for this long
E: me neither haha
D: just do it
E: you know you can get sued
E: you just broke copyright infringement for saying the nike logo as if it were your own and i quote "just do it"
D: hahaha well i bet you whatever i get sued times two that you will get a yes
E: highly doubt it.
D: then accept the bet and ASK!
Overcom: *we need any available Garden associate to aisle 43 fr customer assistance, again, any available Garden associate to aisle 43. Customer assistance
E: gotta go
D: alright man see you in a couple
it kinda followed what i did yesterday, went to the cathedral nd that experience was pretty cool. and well in the dream i was just at home, i wasnt at work so i assume i had a day off or maybe i wasnt working or whatever, im stunned that i still remember it. anyway, i got a call from my friend vito and he told me to go over to his apartments and hang out and i was then driving. i passed a cop car...
nonetheless! damyou LA OFWGKTA fans hahah well maybe i can drive up to san fransisco for the non sold out concert :D road trip?
should be going to sleep but church was pretty awesome at the downtown cathedral. i have to bring more people to church. the experiences and feelings are meant to be shared. i tried bringing julio c. but he eventually gave up… sucks but hey.. i cant force anyone. any i need to shower then sleep. i close the store for the first time :D hope nothing goes wrong.
when you create a post
and i dont even know how to explain it but you say something you want someone to read and then you realize NO i shouldnt say or put that or whatever.. my initial reaction was WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then now im realizing why was i over thinking it in the first place…. but still thank God i clicked edit soon after, but what if from that two second of air time and by air time i...
As of yesterday
it really sunk in. more than usual. lately Ive been trying to be okay with my life and i find myelf fixated on watching all of the office episodes on netflix and cold play music. its not healthy to just do this all day but i do go to the gym from time to time.. im looking for things to do, concerts or shows or open air markets on melrose. do i need someone next to me to share a good time, well not...
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