July 2011
73 posts
"It's so easy to laugh, It's so easy to hate. It... →
thoughts and feelings right now
I went to the concert
and I Fought through the crowd Guess I got too excited when I Thought….
"Isnt it pretty to think so." →
i have my lasso at hand, nerves shaking my frame.
THATS IT!!
I was debating wether or not i should go but seeing all these P7 tumblr GIF’s and having no one to go with because theyre not down, IMA GO! gonna buy my ticket tommorow and go to the midnight screening of HP7prt2!! ima be a dork and draw the scar on my forehead >:P
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AVID REUNION
went pretty good, hung out with friends, played soccer and my lung didnt give out and ate burgers and walked in the big blue, was cold ate smores and didnt get the guts to ask and maybe it wont even happen i bet sucks that the chances are low… yeah… well, the day was pretty good overall. Good memory to add to the memory jar or somethin :)
And the girl in the front of the room
So close yet so far Y’know she never seemed to notice That this silly school-boy crush wasn’t just pretend
Today... :|
so i saw this girl at a bike shop in downtown the and she was really cute, so i started wondering if maybe she was the kind of person who hated small talk and didnt spend too much time hanging around in bars and maybe she had a beautiful soft quiet voice and wasnt into playing demented mind games and maybe we could fall in love right then and there and maybe she wouldnt complain that i dont make...
hah!
well its wednsday morning at about 12:37 ish well not really morning but the day of, and well i saw the runion event state that it was tommorow and i thought it was today because of it being dark out. i dont know if you people even understand but it spooked me hah! on a side note i need cd’s, i dont really buy legit cd’s i just get used to downloading or burning or even converting...
And it all sinks in...
it doesnt say in a relationship anymore . she deleted her facebook account and now i feel like i lost her for good. the feelings went cold she did it over facebook, i shouldnt feel bad. i did my best i was a good BF i am always good with peopl. i should delete my Facebook too. no one talks to me. no one hangs out with me anymore. :/ i just want a friend a good friend who has good advice who i can...
im gonna say it
i kinda miss ya……………………………………………………………………………..but i shouldnt, yeah i shouldnt
this week
looks okay well monday is 4th of july maybe go out no bike ride due to random gun shots err whatever, tuesday maybe hang out with someone, wednsday i might work out thursday is a reunion im looking foward to and then im blank as to what to do. i know rest for sure, hiking and one lung dont mix very well hah.
“there’s too much caffeine in your blood stream and a lack of real spice in...
i just got home from camping...
(mom. mars’s mom and mars) im slightly dazed at what occured, found neat rocks, layed on a giant rock and gazed at stars and trees and the trees were freaking huge! around 50ft high and 6 ft thick!fe;t greatbreathing in fresh air. She went btw and whoa was it weird. i guess thats what kinda ruined it but ehh i did invite her family while we were going out. :/ she kept things not weird but...