hung out with lil man and jose :)
the moments that make up a dull day. Fritter and waste the hours in an off-hand way. Kicking around in a piece of ground in your hometwon. waiting for someone or something to show you the way. got home from work, to an empty house with a loud silence. ime fill up my car and head out to do something i might regret…
didnt ache a while ago, now it began to ache, funny, i guess it was all of the fumes at the place. i should smoke weed haha
drove marci to the funeral… not a single word spoken, i just drove under Morrisey’s depressing words as they played and didnt dare glance over in her direction unless i needed to change lanes.. and i did mutter “why facebook?” and she didnt hear it. I am trying to live by the illusion that she deserves beter, i did all i could to make things work and make the old high...
Up and about
knees ache, body aches, getting hit by cars aint no joke :(
Just got back
its 2am and i feel bad yet good but mostly bad…bought eggs and threw them at her house….kidding but i did talk to her well she talked to me, called me but yeah whateveres…kinda weird but ehh..now to sleep for a funeral tommorow, i mean today.High School teacher’s mom died of a stroke :/ and im gonna go give her support.. i guess people go in threes like my friend said. buy...
think im lying when i say i need counseling..
two pages so far….dont think it will fit on this
And it has begun!
gonna write what i said i would write earlier but ima write it on microsoft word first then see if it doesnt pass the character limit
"Im alone on a bicycle for two" Zoey →
no one should ride bikes alone, unless youre a douche…i guess my douche bag bike is getting its best of me. heh..heh
a few hours i will write my life plana nd one day i’ll look back upon my tumblr post and hope that i accomplish all i stated. As for now, headed to the shelter to look at some dog opoptions and to do some volunteer time if they need me. and i gotta shower first. morning bike ride was lelgit, nice saying hello to neighbors as they head to work. i have to remain positive and i have to stay...
Church starts in an hour
and i dont want to go.. doesnt feel right. not that the church is bad or anything just that im having a weird feeling about going. i dont want to go but i know i should. vent in a different way almost and well i dont really know if ima go…i think i’ll go to dockwieler and sit in the sand for a while..until it gets cold and too windy to handle, but i enjoy the cold so i’ll be...
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was just told,
to sleep bc i have work tommorow and that this is just a blog you can vent tommorow and i agreed but inside this is my life!!! not really haha night! oh and ernie when you read this tommorow when you log because cheances are im gonna forget buy crickets and well i dont think you’d forget to buy crickets but yeah man up!!! ( i dont know why i wrote that, but i gotta man up?)
I realized something today...
Im gonna miss my new friends. The yugioh peeps i hung out with back in LB.. i hung out with them today and they truly missed me. i hadnt hung out with them because i would go to church wednsday. i promised i would go every wednsday but decided church was more important. I decided to go today. I hung out with Jesse, Roman, and Aldrin and today was simply fun. i wanted to cry when i heard about...
Tired... so very tired
now to shower and bike ride, then shower once more and eat something small.
was pretty badass! i went for training and stayed on the computer and during that time, the Home Depot team had a pot luck to gather donations for a cashier worker who’s dad passed away. i got a free plate for being new but i still donated because i didnt want to free load, and well i got my plate and joined the crew. I felt like nemo when he had to swim across the volcano thing and was...
my day went from alright to pretty dissapointing. well now all i can look foward to is watching harry potter alone, well i’ll imagine im with my buddies or with my crush or even the girl who dumped me over facebook, or some hipster person…or simply bask in the lonliness. being alone isnt bad, depressing yes but hey i work now, with success comes fake friends and they can be made of...
She's dead :/
she was really kind with us, with my mom especially. she was roughly 90 and she passed away today. :’( i will miss her dearly
Back from my bike ride :)
The bike ride was actually pretty dam cool! well i biked it to the store and got me some good quality h2o and biked to Florence, near fremont and ate a small burger at that rally’s. My bike was eye candy to the world and some dude started talking to me about bikes, life and how he made his mother faint with a fake plastic snake and it was a decent convo, felt like i knew him for years. then...
Back from work
The home Depot isnt all that bad :) cool people and cool things to see. I start tommorow officially and its no longer a temporary job its a permanent one :D thank you melissa (boss) nice to see women in charge, they put their woman skills (whatever that may mean to you) to work and it balances things. anyway my schedule isnt bad either, weeks of training begin tommorow and they have cool code...
TO HELL WITH THIS!
everyday is the same! nothing being done nothing getting acomplished. I want to go out and meet my goals and punch them in the face because i have accomplished them! i want to go to dockweiler beach park there and bike don the beach to hermosa beach redondo etc etc and along the way buy food or cool niffty stuff and enjoy a ride with someone or hell even aone because being alone isnt all that bad...