At five minutes from suicide
i biked it to the park…forget work forget friends forget everything…the park is wet, cold, damp but it brings such a odd atmosphere..
the trip on cloud nine has ended…. snapping back to reality…work and isolated nights filled with watching idiotic videos on youtube, and bitching at life and what its worth
At 5ive minutes from suicide
i biked it to the park.
Iron and Wine to make me visualize whats really wrong with me.. life has its small moments when it seems to be going in your favor but then you realize that shits messed up at times and its those little things im looking foward to wether if its the shower water being just right from the first time you put it on or when a song you havent heard for a while suddenly pops out on your car radio or idk...
I know Oscar
said i would legitly be addicted if i bought my own pack but now i just want one… life hit me hard today..well tonight. after work was chill, sped off the parking lot at 11 because i closed and then bumped some chill music and got home and well now i just want out… fuck the world and fuck you kinda mindset.. mostly the fuck the world, you guys havent done anything..i find it funny how...
The 96% of the people who read this will not have the guts to reblog this. When Goku died in the explosion with Cell, he thought of both you and me. If you are part of that 4% that doesn’t feel ashamed to love Goku, Reblog this. Thank you Goku. I as well lifted up my arms when you asked for energy.
Got all the Black
B****** mad cos my main B**** vanilla :”) lol she laughed haha
pretty swell night
Danny picked me up and we left to go to the home depot to wait for Steve to get out at 10:30, so we killed time just hassling our coworkers and smoked some stogies.. never really smoked cigs but hey i smoked two today ad i blame Oscar ( coworker from garden) because he gave me one Thursday and two today haha. and i am not addicted until i actually purchase a pack so yeah lol.. then we left to eat...
heading to work,
i close the store but i get to see her :) so that evens it out :D goodbye for now tumblr folk, have a good day and or night
misses me… i knew it all along! :P not really but yeah reading that she did made my mind spazm
Parking violation :( but at least the officer said i was real chill about it haha just because i said thank you alot after he answered my wquestions and said to have a nice day legitly because work is hard haha oh well, gotta pay up
When you have swag you live by certain rules, you know, one rule i have is i only sit on things that are purple. I can only go to like two movie theatres.